i fell through a dozen solar systems

the past week. i might’ve mistaken my blunt approach to life for precarious decision making. ahhhhh, i think the week takes the cake as my most egotistical, erratic, hasty week my 21 years has seen. my mind is malfunctioning so i’ve been performing on half baked theories and lackadaisical slumber but it’s perplexity no longer matter lah. there are other several, more pressing matters at hand. like to have finally fed my gargantuan appetite with too much hope that my heart is working overtime and it’s not very funny when i’m fueled on fleeting shut eyes. i’ve had enough of my world stopping, for you.

the irony. of living my life from a whirlwind but not getting anywhere further from where you’re standing in your grandiose charm, with a permanent halo on your perfect hair framing your beautiful eyes. one day i might start believing i’ve been dreaming about a statue, and nothing more. because you don’t smile the same anymore.

now if i can only retreat to my bed without having to peel myself away from the safest place on earth to mind a handful of crazy children later today. but anyway, missed me?

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go find some other turf to graze on, pest.

inglorious basterds

4.5/5

i love quentin tarantino’s brilliant mind. what a prodigy. i can’t decide if this tops kill bill vol 1!

eid mubarak part deux.2

this was aidilfitri 2009 at singapore and malaysia. in case you’re wanting to confirm my obsession with the 2 girls in white, they’re dian natasha and alya keisha and yes i am partially obsessed with taking their photos because they’re just tooo adorable.

k.

sleep

finallyyyyy

i am breaking free from all the ketupat and rendang.

eid mubarak part deux

twas the longest day of my life. i thought it would never end and can no longer survive on pathetic power naps in between rides. haven’t even begun complaining about the malaysian weather and her lack of trees for a greener, more friendly on the eyes environment. my pair of eyes were not symmetrical, i really should’ve slept last night. but it was good seeing my family after a few donkey months that went by in a flash.

more tomorrow!

sleep.

eid mubarak

so i’ve always been rather skeptical about seeking forgiveness from random people i do not see/ hear/ talk to. or those who are effectively stupid and sensitive to be offended by the slightest negative vibe which really probably wasn’t heading their way, or recognizes their existence. some instances of these people are

1) them who whine like babies when are not greeted with proper grace and then consoling their lack of any influence in other people’s lives by accusing them to be fake. and then be a ten year old about it and deny any of that happening.(please also refer to above)

2) them who long for relevance, and assume what was said on this blog was about them and then throw a bitch fit and fight a lone war nobody cares to know about.

3) them who never managed a credit pass in English, and fail to understand what i said or wrote and assume it to be distasteful, and offensive when i only have the best of intentions for them. help me to help youuuuuuuuu.

that said, to the specific people i have offended with all the intentions in the world, i am truly, remorseful.

naddie