wtf?

grey’s anatomy dah habis. so has the hills and private practice only starts this fall along with gossip girl and one tree hill.
i have nothing else to look forward to now. no that’s not really how sad my life is. ok maybe it is. fucken living on borrowed heaven. in a room with 5 empty [...]

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we’re trigger hippies

N’s got the holidays to herself away from the rascals we call school children so here’s to another month of insane days frolicking around to misery business in thai and endless no brainers  till the night runs dry.

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it’s your job to dance and smile the whole time

I have never really understood the meaning of communication, despite having emphasising on its worldly existence since before I learnt that action speaks louder than words. well of course I never understood, because most of the time I’m the only one talking. So when the tables are turned, I start to loose my footing and [...]

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places where time has had no ware

I am capable of so much more than just this.  that the only skill I’ve learnt lately is to create the illusion of a clean room or resisting the temptation to blow my money on cabfares. The mediocrity of my life is turning me into someone who has given up the freedom of expression. I [...]

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14 inches of drugs

i wish i can be in brighter spirits but circumstances are really getting in the way of that. if you live in the North, you’d be too familiar with the recent angst I’ve been experiencing. the humidity level here is so awful I can literally feel clouds of water vapour hovering at all times. it [...]

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i am your poison

today is a sad day because the handles of  my mother’s vintage Giorgo Armani bag snapped, just like that, without warning, for about 3 dozen people feasting on 7-11 sandwhiches and bubble tea to witness (so i like to exaggerate). my mother and i have this unspoken rule in which what’s hers is mine and [...]

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the ocean, is on fire.

I’m sure you have heard of historical legend napolean bonaparte. yeah, the diabolical militant who thrudged his way across europe like he was on a game of risk and not actually causing global problems. Yes he was the one dan brown mentioned on the da vinci code with the famous quote, “what is history but [...]

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we’re all of us stars

I’ve been so engrossed feeling sorry for myself I might’ve gone overboard, pretend to drown for abit and swim back up surface like I just snapped out of rasputin’s hypnosis. i’ve been aceing maths all my life but i don’t think i’ll ever be successful if i ever tried counting the number of nights my [...]

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it’s our ignorance that keeps us up to pace

but for how long. I’m spoiled in more ways than money can buy. I no longer think like i should or love like I had or ever dreamed of. I’m rotten, to the core of my heart. I’m stuck in this state of perpetual exhaustion. my youth drained by everything that I have chosen to [...]

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on a voluntary emotional confinement

just not up for an Oprah moment with anyone because I figured a lengthy conversation about my excess baggage doesn’t fall under the top 10 things to ace for a more interesting you. well because the past few days have been passing by like a fuckin sloth, I had too much time on my hands to do [...]

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